Nothing Ever Changes

Since the very beginning your tactics of handling something like this has never changed. Which is pretty sad. You would think someone would grow, or learn, or change from their past. Nope not you. You claim that you have grown as a person, and that you have made changes for the better and that you are going so far in life. But honestly i still see the same you. I still see the 16 year old in you. The wild crazy teen that just wants to have fun with guys and go to parties. It really makes me sad to see your lack of effort. After all this time, and after the same thing keeps reoccurring a person could assume that you would have changed by now. But no, you're you. The same you without a clue in your head of what is going on. Or how to even handle a situation like this maturely.

Apple

Yesterday i went and saw the movie Jobs. Even though i sat throughout the whole movie being as confused as i could possibly be, i did learn a few things from the film. I had no idea how determined and ambitious of a person Steve Jobs was. Steve challenged everyone in his life, and displayed great examples of how to truly step out of the box. Now a days i honestly think that people are afraid to step out of their comfort zone, or to think about things that are unimaginable. The thing i loved best about the film was that throughout the whole movie Steve's goal was the same; to make devices simple for all ages, and to have his products simply enhance a persons personality. Watching this movie just inspires me to want to use even more Apple products. Steve Jobs left a good impression of who he was when he left this earth. At least i think he did. Steve Jobs has inspired me to never stop believing in what i want to do, and to not let people get in the way of what i want to do.

No Pain No Gain Right?

When you want something you work for it. NO matter how hard it hurts, or doesn't feel good. People need to get over the fact that conditioning, or the working out part of a practice, isn't fun. No it isn't fun pushing your strength or pushing yourself till you feel like your heart is going to explode. But the result of all this work and suffering, is un-describable. When you flex, and see more muscle now than you did a month ago it just makes you feel good inside! It lets you know that you are getting some where and that you just aren't wasting your time. And you don't just condition for your own self pleasure, you do it for your team! You want to be the best for your team and reassure them you want to be there and you want to get stronger with them; as a team. Your team needs you to be stronger for the, so that you can move on and grow stronger together. If you aren't pushing with everything you have when you condition, you aren't going to gain anything for you or your team when practice is over. Just remember if you don't feel the pain, you for sure won't see any gain.

Girls

Why do teenage girls feel the need to put themself out there? Why do they take bikini pictures? Just WHY. It's not worth it. And then I love how after they do all of this, they get crappy guys. Hm, I wonder maybe putting yourself out there in the wrong way, will attract the wrong guys? Sorry just a thought. It makes me so mad how every typical teenage girl puts that tanning picture out there with their phone right under their chin, and you can almost see down their bikini bottoms. That picture just makes a bad impression for me if I see you do that. And besides do you really think I wanna see your body? No. why can't I see your face? I love when people smile. What I don't love is when girls suck in, or flex to try to look good for guys. I think that you ABSOLUTELY should NOT have to put your body out there in order to get some guys attention. And don't rye to go "Ugh no Bridget that's not even what I MEANT. " yes it is. no matter how much you try fighting with me, I know that little voice in the back of your head going "Oh if I just, do this I'll get like 80 likes and some guy will ask to text me. Man I look so good. " Typical Teenage girls disgust me. END of story. 

Music

I love music. Wether it be when I'm playing my violin and it's classical music, or I'm listening to iHeart Radio. I just love being around it or drowned in it. I find myself with my headphones always in my ears. I love being escaped from the world. It's not that I'm hiding from everything in the world, more like I'm just taking a break from reality. When I have my headphones in I don't have to listen to stupid things. Like the dishwasher running, or the fan blowing. I can just simply enjoy my music and all that comes with it. Music makes life so much more fun to be in. Like take running for instance. For me, when I'm running without music, there's nothing for me to think about. And it just bores me. Then I'm left thinking "Why am I even running again?" But with music, it makes my adrenaline pump, it makes my confidence boost, and it just makes me want to run. It's almost like dancing to the beat. Speaking of dancing, music always makes me think of little dance or cheer routines in my head. Not like I could do them, but I love to imagine professional dancers dancing to the Songs I listen too. I'm pretty picky about my music though. If I don't like the beginning of the song, then I doubt I'll like the rest of the song. A song I'd like has to have a catchy beginning so that I can get into the song. I don't know why I judge a song so quickly like that though. It actually kind of bugs me. And another thing I don't do, is listen to the lyrics sometimes. So I have no idea what the song is about until I'm singing it out loud and I realize what all these words smushed together in a song means. It's crazy to think that I do it that way, because it's not like I can choose to listen to the words or not, because I always hear them, but I guess I just don't interpret  them. Do you do that? What kind of music do you like? What does your perfect song Include? Just ponder on those questions for a little bit. 

Nobody can help me.

Whenever i am in a bad mood, it just seems like no one can help me and i can only help others. I guess when i'm mad or depressed i just expect people to give me all that i give them and i never get that in return. Or maybe i do get it, but i just don't feel like the person who is helping me is giving 110% to make me feel better. Maybe it is because when i help people i put them before my own self? I'm not really sure. But i just hate how no matter what someone says to me, it does not change my mood. I usually just lay my head down at night, fall asleep and feel better in the morning.

Relationships .

Girls, and guys nowadays honestly don't know how relationships work. I wish that I could just have a boyfriend so that I could be like an example to everyone else of how relationships should work. Even though I've never really been heartbroken, or loved, I've seen it and I've grasped pretty well of how things work. Girls now believe that they have to know every last detail about what their guy is doing and who he's talking to. I think that's a little to far. Guys need privacy, and heck girls shouldn't be so worried about what they're doing. It's just texting honestly. What are people going to do over text that is going to drastically change your relationship? And girls really do need to lighten up. They need to learn how to trust their boyfriends and know that their boyfriends chose them for a reason, and if he's talking to other girls then they're just friends. I honestly hate seeing people in relationships when they don't even know the basics of dating. Study up girls and boys! Or else all your relationships will crumble, no matter who you're with.